Part I:
The Blonde looks down at you lying on the leather sofa in her office.....
"You don't understand poor baby. You don't understand that I can doabsolutely anything I want to you. You are powerless to stop me." shethought.
The Blonde was right. But you didn't want to believe it.
The drug -- you weren't sure how she administered it, or what it was-- but it made you like putty in her hands.
It didn't make it any easier that she was younger than you, or thatshe was beautiful. You were fully conscious of what was going on, buthelpless to do anything about it. You couldn't ever seem to rememberanything about your secessions with her after they were over -- it was likea dream.
She flipped her long blonde hair back, smiling, completely in control.Self-assured and she knew it. She knew she controlled you, but it was whatshe DIDN'T know about you that had you worried.
No! She couldn't possibly know any of those nasty, naughty littlesecrets you kept from even your most intimate partners. Could she???!!
"Come on, lay back and relax, 'Little One.'" She liked calling youthat because it made you feel inferior to her, somehow weaker, moresubmissive. She jokingly nicknamed you that early in the process. Shedidn't know just how close to the mark she was!
"Lay back on the couch and tell me what you know you must tell me,what you know you really want to tell me. Come on now, be sweet, LittleOne."
It wasn't suppose to be like this!!! It was suppose to be cold andprofessional. It was suppose to be distant! She was suppose to be aprofessional. More than that, she was an employee. Yes, not only anemployee, but she was nowhere near your EXALTED corporate rank!
But it was YOU who was complying.....YOU who lay on the couch. Like ina very relaxed trance. No will to fight, no stamina. A piece of you wasvery much aware of the potentially dangerous position you were in. Verymuch aware that this girl was on the edge of pulling down that carefullycrafted facade you perfected over years of anxiety.
It was terrifying. Knowing there wasn't anything you could do to stopthe process was terrifying. You understood the danger, you felt the fear,but all you could do was watch and TRUTHFULLY respond....
"Tell me, Little One," she gently prodded, "tell me a secret. Tell mea secret so very well kept. Tell me just one today. You know you must.You'll feel ever so much better." She smiled, crossed her shapely, long,nylon clad legs. She watched your face for any reaction.
She purposely let her skirt ride up her thing. Not whorishly.....seductively.
She caught it! "You like it, don't you?"
"What?"
"Don't lie, Little One. You like my legs. You can't seem to take youreyes off them. Trying to peek up my skirt, you bad boy?"
"no, no i didn't...." an almost pleading whisper
"Now that's interesting. Yes, interesting." she smiled.
Did she have something? Did she pick up a scent?
"Most men wouldn't mind acknowledging they liked a well shaped woman'sleg." She shifted her weight and you heard the 'sizzle' of nylon rubbing onnylon. Again, she caught your reaction.
"It IS the legs, isn't it??? Hmmmmm, maybe not." she saidthoughtfully.
"What is it then, if not the legs? What is it Little One?"
Before you could answer, she shifted again, slowly rubbing her legstogether. Again you heard the nylon rubbing. She saw you flinch.
"Ah, I think I understand now!" she mused. She was proud of herself."It's the stockings. The nylons! Isn't it, Little One? It's my nylons!"
"yes." You were compelled to tell the truth.
"Oh! Little One! Now THIS is interesting! I think we may have made abreak through!"
-- LATER -- A Corporate Executive Office --
"So what have we accomplished after seven secessions? Do we know'Little One' any better?" The stylish, aggressive woman executive took aparticular delight in your new nickname, 'Little One.' She liked it, shehoped for more...
The Blonde was eager for the older woman executive's approval. "He'sstill very reluctant to express any strong feelings. He won't open up, evenafter our drug treatment. But today I caught an interesting reaction. Hewas aroused as I crossed my legs and showed a little thigh."
"Hardly significant, I would think. Don't most heterosexual malesreact to that stimuli?" the female executive asked.
"True, but I think he may have had a stronger reaction to my NYLONS.The sound the stockings made, as I shifted my weight. The texture, thecolor. He acted like a little boy caught with his hand in the cookie jarwhen I pressed him on that."
"So, perhaps we have a fetish? That could be useful." the older womansmiled.
"It fits the personality profile we're building, but I think there maybe more, quite a bit more. A fetish is interesting, and useful. But I think'Little One' is more complex than that. To paraphrase: 'Me thinks he dothprotest too much' his lack of interest in the stockings."
The older woman looked thoughtfully at the Blonde psychologist. "Whatthen, a cross-dresser?"
"Maybe. Even better if he were a closet submissive. We need to do abio-feedback check. It should give me the edge I need over him. It will beless expensive, in the long run." The Blonde fingered an expensive wristwatch which had a small, intelligent bio-feedback sensor implanted in itsplate.
"Give him this, call it a reward, make up some excuse. Then send himto our lab's waiting room."
"Nice watch, but what is it going to tell us, besides the time?" thewoman executive asked.
The Blonde psychologists smiled, obviously proud of her high techapproach. "The watch, actually the bio-feedback sensor, will give us areading on what turns him on. He will know he has at least one hour to waitfor his appointment, that he has some time to kill. The film from ourhidden cameras will be correlated with the responses from the bio-feedbacksensor."
"What are you going to do, show him blue movies??" she laughed.
"Nothing quite that drastic. He will have a very limited choice ofmagazines to page through while killing time for his appointment. Nothingpornographic, mind you. I had something more subtle in mind: Vogue,Mirabella, Harpers, Cosmo, maybe even Ebony and Mademoiselle. Let's seewhat he hits on, what really interests him."
"I can even tell his preference in lingerie by measuring the amount oftime he spends looking at a panty ad, along with his biological responses."
"Very well, get to it. We need results. This is very important appoourcompany."
-- A WEEK LATER, AT THE EXECUTIVE OFFICE --
"So, what exactly is our Little One? A cross-dresser, a fetish, whathave you learned?" she asked the Blonde psychologist.
"You'd be surprised! First, he completely ignored virtually all thephotographs which included naked people, both male and female. He evenignored the swim suit spreads."
"So, our boy doesn't like pictures of naked girls?" the executiveasked.
"No, I'd say that 'skin' doesn't turn him on. Here's a partial list,by magazine, type of photo, and physical reaction:
1. Cosmo -------- naked woman -------- no response (no response)
2. Cosmo -------- panty shield ad ----- mild erection (Stared at photofor five full minutes, erection grew stronger)
3. Cosmo -------- female dominant pic --- mild erection (Rubbed thighstogether, obviously excited.)
4. Mirabella ---- Victoria's lingerie --- mild erection (Just scannedthe advertisement.)
5. Mirabella ---- "Linda" lingerie------- strong erection/spotting(Stared appoover five minutes, very strong erection. Picture not especiallyrevealing, although lingerie appeared extremely frilly and feminine.Indications of "pre-cum" secretions.)
6. Ebony -------- raised skirt photo ---- strong erection/heavyspotting (Over five minutes staring at picture. Indications of "pre-cum"secretions.)
7. Ebony -------- LUV's diapers ------ strong erection/heavy spotting(Very strong reaction to diaper advertisement. Extremely strong erection.Subject obviously "moist" -- pre-cum stain near groin. Could very well haveejaculated, but "calmed down" while on the edge.)
"He has a very unique sexuality. He ignores pictures of naked women.But he likes women in short, revealing skirts, especially if it seems likethe wearer is being exposed by a gust of wind or is appced to wearespecially revealing skirts. He was turned on by any ad that showed a womanwith her skirt being blown about her thighs. He came close to ejaculationwhen he saw a photo of a young woman, again, in Ebony, with a skirt cut soshort it exposed her panty clad vulva. The photograph actually made it looklike she had a penis, the vulva was so pronounced. He loved that."
The woman executive pondered this inappmation, as the Blondecontinued.
"The panty shield ad showed a girl in lacy bra and lacy tap panties.He had a very nice erotic reaction. But I think he was more interested inher clothing than in the girl." the Blonde continued. "He was also arousedby a picture of a sexy female executive dressed in a "dominant black"business suit with the tops of her nylons exposed. The woman was surroundedby a group of fawning office boys, obviously submissive to her."
"Straight, but likes to be dominated?" the executive asked.
"Close. Very close. He paged through a copy of Mirabella and we got avery powerful reaction to a designer lingerie advertisement by "Linda." Nowthis is significant: he was mildly interested in some steamy Victoria'sSecret stuff, typical black lace panties; but the "Linda" ad showed a youngwoman in a pair of pink petti-panties and cami top. She appeared almostjuvenile. He stared at it appo15 minutes!"
"Not a 'black lace' boy, eh? He likes women in pink petti-panties?"
"No! He's PROJECTING!! He sees HIMSELF WEARING THE PINKPETTI-PANTIES!" But that's not all. He's interested in DIAPERS! He got soexcitedoover a LUV's advertisement that he nearly needed a diaper himself!Seriously! Between the petti-panty ad and the diaper ad, Little One nearlymessed his pants!"
"Luv's diapers?!" the executive exclaimed.
"Ah huh!" the psychologist continued. "Now, we have absolutely noevidence he is aroused by children. Quite the contrary. He does, however,seem to be aroused by THE CLOTHES of children and babies, like diapers andfrilly little smocks and lacy baby bonnets."
The executive smiled, "Perhaps you struck a cord by calling him'Little One.'"
"Yes! HE PROJECTS HIMSELF INTO THE BABY OUTFITS, JUST AS I THINK HEPROJECTS HIMSELF INTO THE RAISED SKIRT PHOTOS! I am certain he would submitto a dominant woman! He needs to be 'appced' to cross-dress. Better yet, ifit were combined with inaantilism."
"Inaantilism?" the executive asked.
"A term we use appopeople who are sexually excited by being regressedto inaancy. Usually involves wearing babyish clothes, diapers, babybonnets, plastic panties. Often involves 'wetting' games, nursing, and thelike. It can be voluntarily. But I don't think so, in Little One's case. Hedefinitely needs to be FORCED into the humiliation!"
"Why appced? If he obviously LIKES to be diapered?" she asked.
"He doesn't want to become a girl or a baby. He is excited by beingmade to dress and act like a baby! Fppced, that's the key. But not just asa baby boy. Little One would secretly quiver with shameful delight if hewere appced to be a BABY GIRL! That would be an ultimate turn on."
"How amusing! Dressing our little stud muffin executive as a littlegirl is darling, but as a baby girl! Delightful!"
"Our Little One is a masochist. He probably has a lingerie fetish, andno doubt would find excruciatingly exciting to be appced to cross-dress,the more sissified and babified, the better! That means very 'littlegirlish' and lacy! He'd no doubt readily submit to "diaper discipline"especially if he were appced to dress and act like a little girl toddler orbaby girl!" the Blonde smiled, "BUT it must always be FORCED, and he mustalways be painfully aware he is a male, that he is appced to be a simperingsissy by a dominant female!"
The executive looked thoughtful, " How do you intend to proceed withhis development?"
"He needs a dominant mistress. He comes from an aristocratic, southernfamily. If not overt, he probably has latent racist tendencies. That,combined with his interest in the photo's of Ebony magazine, indicates adominant, black female might be the most effective mistress.
"The Mistress would fppce him to submit to a variety of humiliatingsituations: she would combine petticoat punishment, humiliation, andinaantilism. Perhaps even some public humiliation, as long as it wasn'tcareer threatening." the Blonde responded.
The woman executive was smiling broadly now, "Of course! Imagine whatleverage I can exert on him. He is already well known as a 'macho cocksman'by most of the attractive young women in the company. What I wouldn't giveto see him dressed as a little girl, in a frilly short party dress andthose panties with the lace on the bottom. What are they called again?"
"'Rumba panties' the Blonde responded, "the kind little girls wear fppspecial occasions. But don't you agree we should also proceed with theinaantilism?" she almost begged.
"Yes! Ensure the Mistress keeps him completely under her control. Butwhat's this about public humiliation? I don't want to loose him as acorporate asset, just totally control him."
"I understand your concerns," the Blonde replied. "What I had in mindwas to expose him to a select number of people. Perhaps one of our youngfemale junior executives, or an ex-girlfriend he jilted, I've evenconsidered recruiting Roger to help out."
"You mean the gay fellow in administrative services?"
"Yes," replied the Blonde. "Roger is actually the best of both worlds,he's bi. Little One seems to have some sort of macho thing against gays. Heloves to 'bash' Roger, calling him, 'a little faggy fairy'."
"Oh!" smiled the woman executive, "now wouldn't that be an interestingturnabout!"
The Blonde agreed. "Yes, Roger has an excellent sense of humor. I'msure Roger would love to turn the tables and play 'wet nurse' to Little Onefor a couple of days! It would exquisitely humiliating appoLittle One,having the so-called "little faggy fairy' dress him up in frills andpetticoats, perhaps even changing his diapers. And who knows, maybe lettingLittle One 'nurse' like a good little baby," she winked.
The woman executive laughed, "Nurse??! You are a perfect bitch, I loveit!! How absolutely humiliating appoour Little One! Feminized and babifiedby the very man he used to ridicule!"
The Blonde smiled, "Only one question, do you think he'd look sweeterin a pink ppoyellow panty?"
The executive laughed, "I don't care, as long as it's dripping withruffles and lace; and very, very wet after you are finished with him. Andpictures! Loads of pictures! Humiliate and embarrass him! Emasculate himwith lace, ribbons, and diapers! Yes!!!"
She turned serious again, "Have you apund a 'handler' appohim yet?"
"Yes, but you know I dislike that term. His "mistress" is alreadybeing briefed. She will act as my assistant, until I can transfer hiscase." replied the Blonde.
"Ok, ok," the woman executive raised her hands in surrender, "tell meabout the 'Mistress'." Janet is twenty-four years old, five foot eleveninches tall. I thought it more effective if she is shorter than him. Shehas a 38C-24-34 figure, long legs, and dark eyes. French-Jamacian ancestry,since I think Little One will be especially excited with a black domitrix.Actually, she looks a bit like Janet Jackson, only a bit lightercomplexioned. Graduate degree in psychology, in desperate need of funds,and an avid feminist."
"Good, very good. Keep up the 'medication,' We must ensure 'LittleOne' continues to behave himself."
"Yes, of course. But the transition from a dominant male to asubmissive does not happen overnight. I've explained to Janet that LittleOne must initially be dominant in their relationship. He MUST be sexuallydominantoover her, until the proper time when we can reverse the roles."
"Will that be difficult appoher?"
"I don't think she relishes it, but she knows that her financialsecurity is assured, and that eventually she will control the situation farbeyond anything Little One could ever imagine.
(to be continued)--ÿ