- Chapter One - The Clinic
Ann was stunned as she hung up the phone. She'd known John had been goingto the Centre's clinic about his headaches and stomach problems, but didn'tknow he'd been seeing a lady shrink.
He'd mentioned he'd seen the psychologist who'd given him some relaxationand meditation exercises to follow, and they had seemed to help. But he'dnever mentioned seeing another doctor, and a young woman at that, from hervoice.
Now, the doctor wanted to see her next week at 4:30 during John's "session"whatever that was all about, and talk with her about helping John with hisproblems.
Dr. Whetmore had said not to say anything to John about their conversationor next week's visit, which had seemed strange, but then she didn't wantJohn upset. She had assured Ann there was nothing to worry about, but shefelt Ann could really help John with his problems and help him on the roadto recovery. She'd said she'd seen this in lots of young executives whowere under terrible strain to produce as they moved up in their careers.
John was the Director of Public Relations for the Centre and had just takenover this position from his predecessor about a year ago. It was just about6 months ago that John had started getting these headaches and stomachaches that had sent him to the Centre's clinic.
About that time he'd come home and told Ann that he thought there was some"funny business" going on with the way the clinic was run, but that heneeded more evidence before he told her more.
He was always such a straight arrow, and with the amount of government workthe Centre did, he felt it his duty to find out if there was somethinggoing on that wasn't right. He'd occasionally tell her things about some ofthe research the clinic did, but since much of it was 'hush hush' hecouldn't tell much except it involved some high tech "brainwashing" and"mind control" stuff.
Much of the work the Centre for the Advancement of Psychology, or CAP as itwas called by the employees, did was just normal psychology research withrats, and such or studying which colors had what affect on people, andrelaxation methods and techniques for stressed out executives or highranking government people.
It was a fast paced environment and there was a lot of stress, so CAP ranits own private health clinic with a full range of services from generalmedical to addiction rehab, to psychology and psychiatry.
John had gone to the clinic about 3 months ago and lately it seemed to havehelped. His stomach aches were far less freguent and his headaches seemedto go away when he closed his eyes and just let himself relax. He seemed tohum some silly mantra or something, kind of like a familiar lullabye, butit seemed to help and he was in a much better mood, except when Ann broughtup the subject of starting a family.
With John at age 33 and she at age 30, she felt it was time, and she badlywanted a baby before it was too late. She was surprised at how few of thewomen she knew whose husbands worked at the clinic had children, but theyseemed to poo-poo it by saying "We have our pets, and careers, and besidesthese silly men are just like children anyway."
Many of the wives worked right at the Centre, and many of them worked inthe special daycare where workers and local townspeople received excellentdaycare and nursery care for their pre-schoolers, but Ann so far hadn'tbeen interested in a "career", especially with other people's children andbabies.
the Visit and the Secret Revealed
The week had gone uneventfully, and John seemed much better. He'd beensleeping so soundly, he'd wet his bed twice that week, but Ann didn't havethe heart to scold him or make fun of him. He seemed embarrassed enoughwhen he woke up and had to change his bed and PJs.
He'd been listening to some tape or something the doctor had given him, butall Ann could hear was music and nature sounds. It seemed very relaxing andsoothing, but Ann didn't have time for that nonsense.
Finally, Friday afternoon at 4:25 Ann sat waiting for Dr. Whetmore, whenDr. Rotman came out and invited her into his office to "talk" before theywent in to see John and his associate.
While they talked, Dr. Rotman explained that much of John's problems weredue to the stress of his job, and this silly "investigation" he'd started,and finally decided to drop. His pressure and the strain were making him alittle paranoid, seeing "bogey men everywhere" as Dr. Rotman explained it.
While the doctor was talking he kept playing with a small shiny ball on athin metal chain, kind of like a pendulum, and Ann was fascinated by it asit swung back and forth, back and forth, back and forth, with a gentle,steady rythm, and the soft click, click as it hit the other ball. She foundit hard to concentrate on what the doctor said at first, but then it seemedso much easier, as she relaxed and just listened to him while she watchedthe ball.
Finally, the doctor said "Let's go see Dr. Whetmore and John, Ann so we canfind how to help John with is problems."
Ann found herself rising and taking the doctor's arm as they walked slowlyto the room at the end of the hall, and the doctor kept talking slowly andsoftly to her reassuring her everything would be alright, just as long asshe accepted John's problem and helped him to get over the stresses he wasfeeling.
As they entered the room, Ann saw an attractive young woman sitting in achair beside a couch talking to a man who was lying on the couch withheadphones on and with a small tube going into his arm. He was covered witha blanket up to his chest, and Ann could see his feet were bare and he wasfast asleep.
As Dr. Rotman introduced the woman, Ann learned she was Dr. Janet Whetmore,a psychiatrist who dealt with special problems like John's. Dr. Whetmoretalked softly to Ann for a while, and Ann began to really trust Dr.Whetmore and to like her as though she were a long time friend andconfidante.
The two doctors exchanged knowing smiles, then Dr. Whetmore offered Ann aglass of juice which she gratefully drank. After a few seconds she feltvery "alive" and "able to listen" to Dr. Whetmore and hung on her everyword.
Dr. Whetmore explained she was a psychiatrist who dealt with specialproblems, called paraphilia. She explained these were fetishes or sexualinterests in objects or things, like feet, or clothing or a special time inlife. She explained many men wanted to dress up in women's clothing, andthis was called transvestitism and the "love of womens' clothing". Sheexplained that a lot of men in important positions, like John's, found thestresses of everyday life caused them to want to escape into an easierlife, where they had no responsibilities, and a time when they were caredfor as babies.
These men wanted to wear baby clothing, and be dressed as babies,especially in diapers and baby panties, and to wet their diapers likelittle babies.
Unfortunately, their desires and their positions created further stressesand conflicts and this sometimes made them sick, especially if there wasstress at home, or they were afraid their wife wouldn't accept theirfetish. Then they could get really sick and have a breakdown.
Ann felt very sad, and sorry for these type of men. How could their wivesbe so mean as to deny them this outlet for their stresses. The doctor hadexplained these people were called infantilists, who loved to dress andplay as babies, but didn't want to actually play "with babies" or childrenat all. They just wanted to be babied and loved the way a mommy loved herlittle baby.
In most ways they were as normal as any man, and could be capable loversand supporters, but needed to be babied sometimes to relieve stress andescape from the pressures of their demanding roles and jobs.
As Ann thought about this it seemed to make so much sense, and besides herewas this learned doctor, her new friend, explaining it all softly to her,and telling her she felt it was alright.
Finally, Dr. Whetmore said "John is an infantilist Ann. He wants to weardiapers and baby panties, and be treated as a baby sometimes to help himrelieve the pressure of his job. That is why he has been so sick,especially when you told him you wanted to have a new baby in your family.It made him think you wanted someone new to love and care for and that youwouldn't accept the baby inside him and let it come out.
John is lying here now, Ann and has been listening to a special tape I madefor him to help him feel better physically and to help him feel betterabout himself. He also has been receiving an IV with pentathol in it so wecan talk to him and ask him questions and get the honest answers.
Would you like to talk to John and ask him about his being a baby, Ann ?"
Ann paused for a second, while she thought about her husband, the 33 yearold executive, being a baby, then finally said "I'm not sure, but I shouldfind out. If that's what he needs to get better, then I should know how tohelp him. I do love him, and don't want to hurt him !!"
"Very good Ann, come and sit over here, where John can see you and you cantalk. I'll speak to him for a few minutes then you can ask him questions."
As Ann pulled her chair over closer to the couch, she recognized the youngman now as her husband John. The doctor talked to John for a few minutesand finally said "John, your wife Ann is here now and wants to talk to you.She knows you want to be a big baby, and to be her baby, so you can feelcomfortable about talking to her. Be a good boy and answer her questionshonestly and properly, just as you do for me."
To Ann she said "Go ahead, Ann, ask him anything you want."
Ann hesitated at first then said "John do you feel better knowing I knowyou want to be babied ??" to which he replied "Yes, much better." thenasked her "Do you want to baby me ??"
Ann didn't know what to say for sure, but finally said "I think so, but Idon't have much experience. What do I have to do ??"
At this, Dr. Whetmore interrupted, and said "Ann, you just have to treatJohn like a baby. Love him, take care of him. Feed him when he's hungry,help him get dressed, and change his wet or dirty diapers when he needchanging. You can do that can't you ??"
At first Ann seemed a little shocked by the idea of changing diapers on herhusband, but then as the doctor told her it was just like playing dolls,and when she used to babysit for the babies in her neighbourhood, shedecided it was easy and would be Ok.
Finally, Dr. Rotman gently pulled down the blanket, and Dr. Whetmore talkedto Ann, "See Ann, John is wearing diapers and baby panties just like alittle baby. He wet his diapers too, like a little baby. John likes to weardiapers and to wet them like a baby, and needs his diaper changed now, justlike a little baby. You can do that can't you Ann."
As Ann said "Yes", the doctor led her over to the couch and gave her afresh diaper. She had some difficulty at first, and John seemed to squirmaround a bit, but as Ann talked soothingly to him, much like a mother withan infant at changing time, he settled back, and Ann finally got the diaperon him and the panties pulled up.
Ann felt a small pin prick in her arm, then began to feel very sleepy, yether mind seemed sharp and clear and she could hear her friend talking toher. She could see herself taking care of John at home at night and onweekends, with John crawling around and playing in a big playpen. She was ahappy mommy now with her baby around the house, and loved changing his wet,or messy diapers.
John was much happier now, and a very good baby. Sometimes he was more likea little boy, but always his diapers reminded her and him that he was stilla diapered baby.
The doctor told her she would give Ann two sets of tapes to listen to forthe next week until their next session. One just for John and one for Ann.They should listen to the one with words each evening before bed, then theone with the music all night. This would help them accept their new rolesof mommy and baby much easier and help John get better and feel better muchsooner.
Each week from now on, they would come together for their appointments, andAnn should keep John diapered at bedtime from now on, and whenever possiblearound the house. If John started wetting his pants during the day, sheshould scold him like a toddler and then put him in daytime diapers too.
It was Ok for John to wear diapers at work, since many of the other menwore diapers too, to relieve stress. Later on Dr. Whetmore would introduceAnn to other mommies who had big babies at home, so they could exchangeideas and babysit for each other.
Ann found herself warming to these ideas, and began to like the ideas ofhaving John toddling around the house in just a diaper, panties and Tshirt.If she wasn't to have any little babies at home, at least she could have abig baby at home.
Soon, both John and Ann were sitting chatting with the doctors, and Annfound herself quite relaxed discussing the "needs" John would soon have. Adiaper bag, about 2 dozen cloth diapers and a dozen plastic panties, somebottles and perhaps some special rompers and playsuits.
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Back to the Beginning
As Ann and John left, Dr. Whetmore smiled to herself. She turned to Dr.Rotman and said "You were a good boy today Danny. I guess by now you needyour didees changed too don't you Snookums ??"
Dr. Rotman seemed to change before her eyes. He started snivelling and thenspoke in a little boy voice "Yes nana, me all pissy. Need didee changepeez." and Dr. Whetmore proceeded to have him lay down on the couch andgently changed his soaking diapers then gave him a bottle and talked gentlyto the sleeping baby.
In about a half hour, the two doctors left for home. Danny was meeklycarrying his diaper bag and teddy in one hand while he held "nana's" handwith his other hand.
As she drove home, Janet mused to herself. Since coming to the Centre 6years ago she never dreamed how successful this would be. She smiled asthey passed the town limits and she read the sign "Coucheville" andtranslated from french to english, Diaper Town.
It was appropriately named.
Dr. Whetmore had worked in psychology and behaviour research for nearly 15years, with 7 of those spent working on special government "brain washing"and behaviour modification projects for various intelligent agencies. Shehad learned her trade well and was considered one of the best behaviourmodification specialists in Canada, after leaving the US government serviceto take up this position.
When her friend, Dr. Joyce Lovely, had told her of the need for a newdirectory of Abnormal Behaviour, Janet had jumped at the chance. Fundingwas virtually unlimited since many major corporations poured money into theCentre for their research into buyer motivation, and the US and othergovernments funded special projects for modification studies.
Janet's specialty had always been paraphilia, the love of objects or thingsnot normally related to sexual acts. In private practise she had learnedquite a bit about what motivated certain individuals to want to wearclothing normally reserved for the opposite gender, or to wear leather orrubber. What had always fascinated her, though, were the infantilists oradult babies. They wanted to wear baby clothing, especially diapers, andthen wanted to use their diapers like little babies, and be changed or fedor treated as much like babies as possible.
As she studied this particular group she learned many of them had deepseated ties back to their baby or infant years and longed for thesensations of soft baby clothes, the feelings of uncontrolled urination ordefecation and the resulting sensations of wetting or filling theirdiapers. The sense of helplessnes and complete lack of responsibilityassociated with being a baby gave them similiar feelings ofirresponsibility for their actions, allowing them to do or feel whateverthey wanted.
When the US government first approached her she couldn't understand whythey wanted her especially, but as the interviews and security clearanceswere underway she soon understood. They wanted her to develop programs toinstill the feelings and desires normal for a transvestite or infantilist,then associate these with strong guilt feelings to let them get control ofvarious undercover enemies or individuals the government wanted to control.
In the 6 years she was allowed to develop her "programs" she continued to"treat" outside patients, particularly the TV and adult baby patients, tohelp increase their feelings and release their inhibitions as fully aspossible, and then learn their motivations, the "hot buttons" that turnedthem on so to speak, until she knew exactly what to do to "create" a TV oradult baby personality from scratch. In the final two years severalantigovernment leaders had been programmed to become adult babies or TVs orbetter yet sissy babies, male adult babies who wanted to dress and act likebaby girls, and then had their compulsions put them in compromisingpositions where their credibility was shot.
Finally, she'd had enough and working on her director with her advancedhypnotic and conditioning skills managed to effect her release from thegovernment service.
When Joyce had explained the setup at the Centre, and told her of herultimate plan, Janet was shocked, disbelieving and enthralled.
Coucheville was originally a regular town, but as the Centre grew inimportance, and became the main employer, then the sole employer the townslowly died and the Centre families where the only inhabitants. This madeit an ideal location for the government work the Centre did. Noone wouldask questions.
Joyce had used her own considerable skills with hypnosis and subliminalprogramming to get control of the two original senior directors until shehad the virtual control of the Centre and its unlimited source of funds.Over a two year period, each of the male executives was programmed to obeyher. This way, the men still kept up the front of a male dominated andcontrolled organization, which kept the government happy, yet Joyce wasactually at the head controlling the men.
Unfortunately, Joyce found the strain of constant programming and creatinga submissive personality also began to breakdown the men's effectiveness atwork, and soon they "burned out", and became useless except for menialchores or minor functions where creativity or decision making capabilitywas not required.
As they talked, Joyce and Janet formed a devious and very effective plan.Janet would use her incredible knowledge and skills to develop the sameeffeminate or infantile drives in the men that they needed to control, andwould then work on the women to continue reinforcing these desires andcontrols at home. The men would still be able to function normally butwould be as dependent on their "mommies" or nana as babies. The TV convertswould be shamed into obedience for fear of exposure.
For the first 2 years, half the men had been feminized and half had beeninfantilized. Finally, they decided the adult babies were much easier tocontrol than the TVs, since fear and shame often resulted in poorperformance. The "babies" were trained to lose all bladder control at alltimes, and both bladder and bowel control except when meeting withoutsiders like government officials. The constant wearing of diapersreminded them of their dependence on mommy or nannies.
Finally, the wives were brought into the picture and were programmed to seetheir husbands as babies at all times, and then come to work at the Centre.Many were secretaries to their baby husbands and fed the necessaryinstructions to their husbands just as they fed them their formula bottlesor baby food. Those husbands who didn't require a secretary would findmommy in the daycare centre or nursery and go their for their meals andchanges whenever possible.
As Coucheville grew, the Centre developed its own schools, medical centresand all the facilities a small town would need, with the best teachers,doctors and facilities available.
As Joyce and Janet discovered the one problem became procreation and theexisting children born prior to the new programs.
They developed a program to have the women not want other babies, sincethey would always have their baby husbands around. When it was necessaryfor a woman to give birth to keep the population at necessary levels,certain husbands would be allowed to "make a little baby for mommy". At allother times mommy was completely happy with baby's tonge being artfullyapplied to the desired location, or could listen to a special tape for halfan hour and experience orgasmic heaven while they listened.
The existing children were all "programmed" as required. Girls were taughtto be dominant and independent. They were trained to keep the boys asbabies as much as possible. The boys who were already toilet trained wereretrained and back in diapers in just a week or so. Once in diapers, thebaby feelings, needs and desires were emphasized until their personalitiesdeveloped into the dependent, submissive nature of most babies.
Boys with good intellects and skills were educated at the Couchevilleschools and taught an accelerated program to develop the particular skillsthey required for the job they were to learn. This way a skilled workforcewould always be available.
A few girls and young women were similiarly trained to keep a balance ofskilled and necessary workers.
Over the last year, not a single male was toilet trained, and all wore andused diapers constantly. The 25 males who had reached maturity and wereready to marry were "prepared" and matched with suitable females, and thenfully introduced to a life of complete babyhood during their honeymoonperiod. Therafter they were obedient, diapered little submissives for theirmommy who kept them in line and ready to do whatever was required of them.
John, with whom she and Danny Rotman had just finished the 10th session,had been the first, and the last outsider to come to Coucheville.
He had come to Coucheville 2 1/2 years ago, when the Centre needed somefresh public relations talent. The present director of PR had been one ofthe original TV submissives, and had begun to be ineffective at raising thefunds they needed for their special training program. Somehow both she andJoyce had slipped up on making sure John was properly indoctrinated, and itwasn't until John had started his "investigation" abuot a year ago thatthey realized their mistake.
Janet had had John's work area equipped with a special "white noise"generator, which actually played subliminal messages that would cause hisstomache aches and headaches simulating stress from overwork. Finally, Johnhad gone to the Centre's clinic to see Dr. Rotman, Janet's personal 'pet',for treatment.
Danny had introduced John to the new "relaxation" and "meditation"treatments for stress, which in actual fact were subliminal conditioningand hypnosis techniques she'd developed to lure unsuspecting new traineesinto her program. John had been particularly resistant to hypnoticsuggestion, and finally Janet had had to take over his "treatments" onceDanny had him under.
The last 4 sessions she'd used two new drugs the Centre had developed forthe government to break down a person's resistance to hypnotic programmingto ensure John accepted her suggestions. When he started wetting his bedlast week, she knew he was well on the road to diapered domination. Now shejust had to prepare his mommy to accept her proper role.
Ann at least was a much easier subject, and Janet was sure she wouldwillingly and easily play her role once she listened to her own tapes a fewtimes. Next week's visits should be VERY interesting.
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